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I think I'm too tired
or too saturated?

this week is supposedly my resting week
planned to go to Bkk, etc.
but instead of that I had this art production
very very very very energy-draining

I am under the logistic, welfare, and transportation departments
my job description: take food when boss call me and ask me to do so and try to transport it with minimum cost or bear the cost of the taxi for the mean time [they will repay-me post production]
my team is rather small, since we're covering 3 departments
and we're like helping the props, especially for the backstage-ing
and I'm supposed to help the documentation people but they canceled super last minute
this is a good thing, I finally managed to rest a bit

yesterday was a chaos
was in smu at 7 AM
moving props to the truck until 8.30
moving props into the hall until 10
went back to smu to take lunch 10.30
arrived back in dbs auditorium 11.40
then run to tanjong pagar mrt for a train to pasir ris
arrived in pasir ris 12.20
had a meeting until around 2
went back to city hall for a short kopi session until around 4.30
go cathay take food at 5.00
back to dbs and waited until erm 11.35
then suppering session until 00.40
arrived back home at 00.55
I only managed to sleep at erm around 2?
and around 7 am somebody called me already
=.=

and tonight I still need to be in dbs
any takers?
I'll give u free ticket just sit with me and talk while watch the show

I think I need to put on my shades, and my weekend clothes, order a coffee and sit on a very nice cafe a stone throw from home

wish me luck

Z&Z

no, it's not a name of the firm
was taking some piccies earlier today
then I just realized how different my looks can be

the more serious front I always display during class, work, or anything formal although I look very very very much sleepy

the err other front I display most of time. LOL

I stopped a point
tried to reflect back
what did I do wrong?

I've been on a high alert since January
easily frustrated and agitated.
blaming the stress and the pressure
but one will never grow up with the blaming game

7 weeks have passed
I'm still on a shaky ground
wanted to jump
can I?

I'm asking myself

Oli's bday

Oli's 20 bday @ manhattan fish market
p.i.c = jun qi, hui leng and me
=))))

manhattan fish market. I think it's quite nice

hui leng

jun qi

this was a gift from hui leng. I'm the frog, that's why

jun qi with his pirate cum moustache

birthday girl! happy birthday

something nice I took when I walked back home from ps

moi much?

hahaha got this funny link from a friend
u should try it
http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

so basically it's like ur personality
quite cute

this is mine and I think it's 99% true
=P

You are Blue Wolf, who is open, cheerful and a carefree type of person.
hehehe true =)

You possess very original atmosphere, and do not like to adjust yourself to others.
this one damn true lor. I don't see how can I fit into the puzzle but how the puzzle might fit me in

You prefer to act on your own and as you like it.
true! act first think later. haha

Therefore, at first people think you as a cool person, but once they get to know you, and trust is born, they will understand your good sense of humor and a friendly nature.
quite true. I think most of my friend will agree on this =)

You tend to be indifferent and candid to opposite sex as well, so men think you as very bold woman.
I say what's in my mind. anyway. the bold part. hahaha. blackberry bold ah? I want

But you are actually a soft hearted person.
this is so true. err just say please then I will melt

You have no thought of depending on others.
true. maybe my parents taught me so since I was 4

You believe other people are other, you are you.
water won't mix with oil =)

And will go on living your own way.
this is rather true. I don't really care what ppl say

You will not be influenced by emotions.
as I said earlier today, I'm more to objective rather than subjective

You are true to your life as well.
yea lar. I think I fat so I say I am fat

Because you tend to be indifferent to the people and situation around you, you give an impression of being thoughtless person.
yea lar I look so bohcap. seriously. or more to blur?

But once asked to do something, you will carry it out by putting in ever effort you possess.
true!

You are very responsible person.
most of the times, yeah

You tend to change your mind quickly.
true!!!!! omg I paiseh liao

And because you like changes, people think you as temperamental.
err I dont know what ppl see me as

You have great energy to be able to carry out many things at once, and even if you are busy, once you set your mind, you will definitely carry it out.
true! I'm the energizer bunny. hahaha. I'm a goal oriented person

You are unique type of woman.
erm yeay?

You take time to find the best romance.
:X

You look for honest person, and would act cautiously towards them.
this one not really true. I easily trust ppl. =.=

When you get married, you will be good at carrying out housework, and will be able to create a happy family.
HOUSEWORK IS JUST NOT MY THING. HOW AH? but I like interior designing. haha

me when I'm serious

this is me when I tried to be a technician and fixed my washing machine
photo courtesy to J
yeah he only helped to move down the drier and do nothing else
=))))

crash course 101: through the handbook

yeah I like talking on the phone

whiny whiny whiny

I think I reserve the right to be whiny
I finished one task just to remember that a lot of others still queuing up for me

err my bro told me that he actually has some plan to move to Aussie
I was like wtf....

the reason why I can't go to either Aussie or US was him
since he's here so err I need to tag along
I'm not trying to blame him
because blaming my parents is better

BUT
it kinda get on my nerves

ok back to assignments!

Things started to get on my nerves

I know that I should not be updating my blog at this time but what the heck, I don't care anymore.

yes, I'm that frustrated already.

I'm supposedly on MC
but here I am struggling on stuffs
and it's not even my stuffs.

and the thing that I don't understand about ppl is
when u know that somebody has a mc
u r not supposed to throw things to her, no?

especially when there's someone who's rather free?
arh. ok I am just one grouchy and angry bitch.

I heart my security guard!!!

yeah somehow I know most of the security guard in my apartment
errr most probably because

1. I go out pretty late for supper
2. I always coming back pretty late bringing the damned laptop
3. I go out pretty late for ciggies [back then]
4. I always coming back drenched in sweat upon jogging

anyway, those are not important

so err yeah I maintain a good relationship with them
I bought them some bread sometimes for night shift
and sometimes had a good hearty talk together
or simply guessing a number for tomorrow's 4D
and we actually won before

and today I met one of them again
saying hi and happy cny
then he suddenly said,

"eh u want some sandwhiches? I know you will be off pretty early tomorrow. A good breakfast will make your day."

and I was like "eh, no need. It's ok."

and he persisted, "no no no it's ok. u want? not really good but ok la"

and I was seriously omg-ing
awwwwwwwww
so sweeeeeetttttttttt
=P

=DDDDDD
welcoming back the love