la chasse rêveuse

moooooving

2009-05-29T19:14:00.001+08:00

http://zgoh.wordpress.com

an expression of gratitude

2009-05-21T17:02:00.004+08:00

I enjoyed the song you played that night

sigh

2009-05-18T15:23:00.001+08:00

I'm just tired over everything
I want it to get over and done with

woot

2009-05-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

1.46 am and I'm still doing my assignment.
gosh. Maybe going to batam this weekend
and another trip to batam on 1st of June.
Let's see what can I get there
I do think I badly need a massage.

I am the autobot

2009-05-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

my daily schedule mainly comprises of these

reading
gym
work
study
work
study
reading
work
work
gym

lol I need a life.

ok hints of update

2009-05-05T23:28:00.003+08:00

I've been busy with school, work and other stuffs.
my laptop didn't do me any good either, it keeps failing on me.
a sign for a change? maybe.
anyway the E63 has become my latest handy gadget. lol

ok a bit of update from the borrowed G9

the gadget

employee benefits. lol.

hmm..

2009-04-29T20:24:00.001+08:00

ok I'm officially tired of things that have been going around me.
I'm really hoping that things will get better soon

L.E.S Artistes, Santogold

2009-04-19T09:55:00.002+08:00

she's my current earwax. She was in the converse ad too. enjoyyy

What I'm searching for
to tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a pass by waver
Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy you fast talker

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you
I don't need no one else
Fit in so good the hope is that you cannot see me later
You don't know me
I am an introvert an excavator
I'm duckin' out for now
a face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself
an innovator

Change, change, change,
I want to get up out of my skin
tell you what
if I can shake it
I'm 'a make this
something worth dreaming of

Post biz law exam.

2009-04-16T11:05:00.005+08:00

haha bored tired hungry stressed so.....
we went to IKEA @ alexandra.
talking about randomness....
all photos taken using the E63, so...

I've always loved ikea.

the partner in crime, Putra. LOL!

his food, sweddish meat balls.

me me me me!

baked chicken with coleslaw salad and mashed potatoes

and now it's time to go back studying before my freedom comes on saturday

woot woot

2009-04-16T10:46:00.003+08:00

ok so erm no update for I don't know how long. tsk.
my laptop were infected with some kind of virus that it actually cleared out my hard disk, my external hard disk, my memory card and everything else like 2 days before the exam week.
how cool is that.

anyway on the brighter side, I bought a new phone
E63.
ok lah. not as expensive as E71, but I go more for functionality
and tighter budget as I'm paying the phone myself.

By the way, the picture doesn't do justice. It's uber cool in the real life =)

and I'm in love...
with who with who?
BO!!!!
obama's dog
any kind hearted soul out there, would u like to buy me one?
=P

2009-03-28T11:09:00.001+08:00

I will update this. Later

My only one - Mocca

2009-03-17T14:36:00.002+08:00

we had a fight last night
and i called him mad
makes me feel so sad
and i'm so ashamed

he's my only one
i give him all my love
even though my mom says no!
i just go on and on...

no one's gonna take him away from me..

everyday and everynight
i just wanna hold him tight
and make sure that everything stays right
and everyday and every night
to dream of him is my delight and know that
he'll stay with me all the way

I just love this song
good lyrics
=)

Better Off As Two

2009-03-08T12:42:00.004+08:00

Frankmusik, another brilliant musician from Britain
enjoy
I like the lyric also
=)

I’m sorry but did I never mention
I’m better off with you
‘Coz now I think it’s time that you understood
We’re better off as two

Ever since we met we’ve never been too clear
All our insecurities turn up in all our fears
And how we’ve tried to make our problems disappear
Never searching hard enough to find only more tears

That’s why we are bound
The reason we are joined
‘Coz we are always trying to be strongest
At our weakest points

I’m sorry but did I never mention
I’m better off with you
‘Coz now I think it’s time that you understood
We’re better off as two

I know it gets too much sometimes
When we’re both not in tune
Singing to a different song, breaking us both in two
Then we start again
All the mistakes that we’ve made
Now we work in harmony with notes that never stray

‘Coz we are always trying to be
Strongest at our weakest points

I’m sorry but did I never mention
I’m better off with you (better off with you)
‘Cause now I think it’s time that you understood
We’re better off as two

Limiting ourselves has never worked too well
Boundaries never kept but always making more, but still
We have made it far in the space of time
Being on our own won’t work so why not just be mine

I’m sorry but did I never mention
I’m better off with you
‘Coz now I think it’s time that you understood
We’re better off as two

I’m sorry but did I never mention
I’m better off with you
‘Coz now I think it’s time that you understood
We’re better off as two

little wonders

2009-03-05T11:31:00.001+08:00

I wonder whether I get into the right university
I wonder whether I get into the right faculty

I wonder whether I can survive
I just wonder...

laggy photo update!!!

2009-03-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

went with Teguh to maxwell around last week and I should say that we had a feast!!!! and it's like erm cheap? I think I kinda got hit by the economic recession too. Must cook more often
T-T

the yang chow fried rice I had

ROJAK!!! not that spicy though =(((

the sexy chocolate ice kachang!!

my honeydew milk curd. it only cost me $1.30. super omg!

this is one of my fave space!

my friend, teguh =))

..

2009-02-28T14:06:00.003+08:00

I think I'm too tired
or too saturated?

this week is supposedly my resting week
planned to go to Bkk, etc.
but instead of that I had this art production
very very very very energy-draining

I am under the logistic, welfare, and transportation departments
my job description: take food when boss call me and ask me to do so and try to transport it with minimum cost or bear the cost of the taxi for the mean time [they will repay-me post production]
my team is rather small, since we're covering 3 departments
and we're like helping the props, especially for the backstage-ing
and I'm supposed to help the documentation people but they canceled super last minute
this is a good thing, I finally managed to rest a bit

yesterday was a chaos
was in smu at 7 AM
moving props to the truck until 8.30
moving props into the hall until 10
went back to smu to take lunch 10.30
arrived back in dbs auditorium 11.40
then run to tanjong pagar mrt for a train to pasir ris
arrived in pasir ris 12.20
had a meeting until around 2
went back to city hall for a short kopi session until around 4.30
go cathay take food at 5.00
back to dbs and waited until erm 11.35
then suppering session until 00.40
arrived back home at 00.55
I only managed to sleep at erm around 2?
and around 7 am somebody called me already
=.=

and tonight I still need to be in dbs
any takers?
I'll give u free ticket just sit with me and talk while watch the show

I think I need to put on my shades, and my weekend clothes, order a coffee and sit on a very nice cafe a stone throw from home

wish me luck

Z&Z

2009-02-24T14:34:00.004+08:00

no, it's not a name of the firm
was taking some piccies earlier today
then I just realized how different my looks can be

the more serious front I always display during class, work, or anything formal although I look very very very much sleepy

the err other front I display most of time. LOL

2009-02-24T12:01:00.002+08:00

I stopped a point
tried to reflect back
what did I do wrong?

I've been on a high alert since January
easily frustrated and agitated.
blaming the stress and the pressure
but one will never grow up with the blaming game

7 weeks have passed
I'm still on a shaky ground
wanted to jump
can I?

I'm asking myself

Oli's bday

2009-02-22T20:33:00.004+08:00

Oli's 20 bday @ manhattan fish market
p.i.c = jun qi, hui leng and me
=))))

manhattan fish market. I think it's quite nice

hui leng

jun qi

this was a gift from hui leng. I'm the frog, that's why

jun qi with his pirate cum moustache

birthday girl! happy birthday

something nice I took when I walked back home from ps

moi much?

2009-02-17T18:29:00.005+08:00

hahaha got this funny link from a friend
u should try it
http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

so basically it's like ur personality
quite cute

this is mine and I think it's 99% true
=P

You are Blue Wolf, who is open, cheerful and a carefree type of person.
hehehe true =)

You possess very original atmosphere, and do not like to adjust yourself to others.
this one damn true lor. I don't see how can I fit into the puzzle but how the puzzle might fit me in

You prefer to act on your own and as you like it.
true! act first think later. haha

Therefore, at first people think you as a cool person, but once they get to know you, and trust is born, they will understand your good sense of humor and a friendly nature.
quite true. I think most of my friend will agree on this =)

You tend to be indifferent and candid to opposite sex as well, so men think you as very bold woman.
I say what's in my mind. anyway. the bold part. hahaha. blackberry bold ah? I want

But you are actually a soft hearted person.
this is so true. err just say please then I will melt

You have no thought of depending on others.
true. maybe my parents taught me so since I was 4

You believe other people are other, you are you.
water won't mix with oil =)

And will go on living your own way.
this is rather true. I don't really care what ppl say

You will not be influenced by emotions.
as I said earlier today, I'm more to objective rather than subjective

You are true to your life as well.
yea lar. I think I fat so I say I am fat

Because you tend to be indifferent to the people and situation around you, you give an impression of being thoughtless person.
yea lar I look so bohcap. seriously. or more to blur?

But once asked to do something, you will carry it out by putting in ever effort you possess.
true!

You are very responsible person.
most of the times, yeah

You tend to change your mind quickly.
true!!!!! omg I paiseh liao

And because you like changes, people think you as temperamental.
err I dont know what ppl see me as

You have great energy to be able to carry out many things at once, and even if you are busy, once you set your mind, you will definitely carry it out.
true! I'm the energizer bunny. hahaha. I'm a goal oriented person

You are unique type of woman.
erm yeay?

You take time to find the best romance.
:X

You look for honest person, and would act cautiously towards them.
this one not really true. I easily trust ppl. =.=

When you get married, you will be good at carrying out housework, and will be able to create a happy family.
HOUSEWORK IS JUST NOT MY THING. HOW AH? but I like interior designing. haha

me when I'm serious

2009-02-16T20:35:00.003+08:00

this is me when I tried to be a technician and fixed my washing machine
photo courtesy to J
yeah he only helped to move down the drier and do nothing else
=))))

crash course 101: through the handbook

yeah I like talking on the phone

whiny whiny whiny

2009-02-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

I think I reserve the right to be whiny
I finished one task just to remember that a lot of others still queuing up for me

err my bro told me that he actually has some plan to move to Aussie
I was like wtf....

the reason why I can't go to either Aussie or US was him
since he's here so err I need to tag along
I'm not trying to blame him
because blaming my parents is better

BUT
it kinda get on my nerves

ok back to assignments!

Things started to get on my nerves

2009-02-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

I know that I should not be updating my blog at this time but what the heck, I don't care anymore.

yes, I'm that frustrated already.

I'm supposedly on MC
but here I am struggling on stuffs
and it's not even my stuffs.

and the thing that I don't understand about ppl is
when u know that somebody has a mc
u r not supposed to throw things to her, no?

especially when there's someone who's rather free?
arh. ok I am just one grouchy and angry bitch.

I heart my security guard!!!

2009-02-03T23:35:00.005+08:00

yeah somehow I know most of the security guard in my apartment
errr most probably because

1. I go out pretty late for supper
2. I always coming back pretty late bringing the damned laptop
3. I go out pretty late for ciggies [back then]
4. I always coming back drenched in sweat upon jogging

anyway, those are not important

so err yeah I maintain a good relationship with them
I bought them some bread sometimes for night shift
and sometimes had a good hearty talk together
or simply guessing a number for tomorrow's 4D
and we actually won before

and today I met one of them again
saying hi and happy cny
then he suddenly said,

"eh u want some sandwhiches? I know you will be off pretty early tomorrow. A good breakfast will make your day."

and I was like "eh, no need. It's ok."

and he persisted, "no no no it's ok. u want? not really good but ok la"

and I was seriously omg-ing
awwwwwwwww
so sweeeeeetttttttttt
=P

2009-02-02T09:27:00.001+08:00

=DDDDDD
welcoming back the love

Botanical Garden

2009-01-31T13:46:00.004+08:00

went to botanical garden around a month ago?
yeah anyway had this little photo shoot
=PPPP
and believe it or not I look [rather] normal
=PPPP
Credit goes to Olivia

umbrella ella ella ella eh eh eh

reminds u of forest gump?
life's a box of chocolate. u'll never know what u'll get
I sure know what I'll get. Allergic reaction

iShy 2008

errrr. lolx

this is my fave shot. a bit blurry but nice =))))

ok la I'm a closeted narcissist

we HEART friday!!

2009-01-31T01:01:00.003+08:00

me and oli just heart friday too much
is it because of twc?
well NOPE
maybe because it's just the end of the week

We think that name exchange can be kewl
ok la her handwriting better than mine

then it's the post class syndrome.
time to look good with my sunglasses =P

this is why my friend affectionately call me
THE RETARD FROG
=.=

it's 5 am. whiny mode: ON

2009-01-29T04:55:00.005+08:00

I haven't read my biz law
I haven't got the chance to sleep properly

I'm still typing my slides for twc
I'm hungry
I'm still as lobster-ish as ever
I'm cursing the guy who gave me a morning biz law class
I'm having class at 8.30

I just realized that I lost 3.5 kgs within 3 weeks thanks to the hectic schedule
I just realized that this term I did more hardwork
I just realized that I only have 2 more hours to sleep
I just realized that I've haven't seen him for weeks

gosh I just want to sleep.

no party, no problem
no sun, no problem, had one too many =P
no sleep, BIG problem

weekends please come soon!

2009-01-26T11:32:00.000+08:00

Happy
Chinese
New
Year!!!

now gimme my hong bao!
=PPPP

wooootttttsssss

2009-01-24T01:30:00.002+08:00

yeah somehow I managed to finish everything on time
so bye bye school for now!
spring cleaning tomorrow
gosh I super hate this kind of thing
u will understand when u live in ur own apartment alone without any maid

friday madness!

2009-01-23T23:17:00.003+08:00

this is why I hate having a very cheeky brother
and this is also why I hate eating anything with cream filling
=((((

damage caused =(

quick update

2009-01-21T00:31:00.003+08:00

ok quick update before I go to sleep
freaking nose bleed
=((

anyway I found it quite funny
I received the CNY's hong bao far before the CNY itself
the Goh family [this includes aunties, uncles, mom, dad, bro, etc.] apparently like to fly around so most of the time we don't celebrate CNY together
and as a result, I received my hong bao even before I do my spring cleaning

and I got myself this oakley warden.
nice huh.
time to say good bye to the ray ban
=)

and a bit of self-absorbing picture
=PPPP
ok back to academic writing critique, management science homework, biz law and twc readings.
school sucks!

this is what I did after class

2009-01-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

boring but interesting stuff. contradicting much?

oli oli let's take a pic.

this is needed daily. lately my eyes have been quite .... too much reading and laptop-ing

I want him!!!!

2009-01-18T11:32:00.003+08:00

Lemme introduce you to Bonique, my auntie's dog
This cute little fella, also known as Bon Bon, is a 4 year old golden retriever
Anyway, he's a bit too brown-y to be categorized as golden retriever actually
lolx
An adorable fella that u can hug hug hug hug hug all night long
gosh I miss him

The cute Bon Bon.

He's a camera shy

Bon Bon likes to drink str8ly from the fish pond

No, don't blame me. I didn't eat the fish! =P

back to school

2009-01-10T09:34:00.002+08:00

yeah week 1 just ended and it passed like real quick despite of the heavy load
=P
anyway I enjoy this term more
and one of my prof looks like Mohinder Suresh [the heroes guy]
anyway the Auntie's back from the U.S and I get to enjoy some very nice fruit cake
=)

Rihanna's in getai style

2009-01-07T00:06:00.001+08:00

Xmas Lunch 2008 and NYE dinner with the parents

2009-01-05T19:34:00.002+08:00

yeah so our family had this xmas lunch together soon after visiting the granny's place
we had the lunch @ sate house senayan, a restaurant that's apparently owned by my dad's elementary school friend
talking about the small world
=PPP

the restaurant

mom and dad

mom and me

dad's wondering why the food is not here yet

the appetizer: fried bean curd with seafood filling and chilli

tahu telor

the famous chicken satay

tongseng

for NYE dinner we went to this restaurant in nearby the chinatown area
it's called the Singapore restaurant [ironic, I know]
apparently, it's cheap and good
=))))

the appetizer. I dunno what it's called.

the singapore bee hoon. The authentic one tastes so much better =PPP

the oyster omelet, their version

do miao

best fried squid EVER!!!

deep fried chicken

and for the dessert: martabak. A kind of cake with cheese and peanuts filling

first and hopefully last monday blues of the month

2009-01-05T14:31:00.003+08:00

I know that the love's going to have his Netherlands stuffs on January, so I decided to come back a bit early.

but you know what happened was this

on 2nd of January, I went back to Singapore

on 6th of January, he will leave Singapore

so yeah in between we only got to meet once because he's rather busy packing up
and what's worse is I can't send him off since his flight will be around 11pm
guess what? I will have the 8.30 am class on the next day

anyway, I'm trying not to mourn over it
as a matter of fact, I'll try to be happy to face the fact I won't have any class on monday
lesser stuffs to be faced
and no more Monday blues

hi hi hi

2009-01-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

gosh
I know I haven't updated this for a very long long long time
went for a month holiday
I promise I will update further later tonite with more pics
=))

mmmmm.

2008-12-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

sitting on a chair
looking at the laptop screen
episodes of desperate housewives
venti latte from starbucks
clarke quay's the panorama

mmmm.
I don't want to go.

ok a little bit of background information on how annoying my neighbours are

2008-11-30T22:15:00.004+08:00

playing flute on 10 pm everyday
annoying rate: 7/10

moving the furniture at 8 am on weekends
annoying rate: 9/10

trying to fix something with hammer at 9 am on weekends
annoying rate: 8/10

cooking some seafood with a very pungent smell
annoying rate: 5/10

screaming brats
annoying rate: 6/10

I so want to complain to the management. Let them be kicked out or something. LIKE DUH.
I'm a very tolerant person so if I'm pissed then it means that u cross the line.

even the bf's also bothered with the neighbor
back then he was taking an afternoon nap when somebody upstairs was jumping around and moving furnitures.

OMG

mmmmm

2008-11-30T21:55:00.003+08:00

I will update my blog with pictures tomorrow

and by the way

I HATE MY UPSTAIRS NEIGHBOR
LIKE PLEASE STOP PLAYING THE FLUTE I NEED TO SLEEP

Tom Yam Goong

2008-11-24T19:05:00.002+08:00

few reasons that I'm super intoxicated with tom yam goong:

Sakura Restaurant, Capitol Building
"What do you like to order mam?"
"I would like to have the tom yam fried rice please"

Pizza Hut Kovan area
"What pizza you want?"
"I think the tom yam goong pizza looks nice"

Cold Storage, UE Square
*wandering around the instant noodle aisle*
*ah this tom yang goong instant noodle looks nice*
*take one*
*cook the same thing for the past few days*

Canadian 241
"Hello mam, can I have your order please?"
"One tom yam goong pizza with meat lover please"

Thai Express
"Hello mam, can I have your order please?"
"Ah I think tom yang goong will do"

OMG I NEED TO STOP EATING TOM YAM GOONG
AND SURPRISE SURPRISE AM NOT BORED WITH THIS THING
I SUPER DUPER UBER LIKE IT
SPICY AND SOUR
THE ULTIMATE DISH OF THE MONTH

I heart bentos and delivery service!!!

2008-11-23T19:21:00.005+08:00

ok so the past few days of being anti-social I live from tom yum instant noodles, bentos from Meidi-Ya and delivery service.

I'm too bored with the chicken rice/nasi padang downstairs. LOLX.
below are some example of the things I ate.

first up we got the pineapple rice. $6, from sakura @ capitol building

next, tom yum fried rice, $5 from sakura @ capitol building

some lamb chinese satay from a resto @ smith street

crab mayo sushi, $1.50, Meidi Ya after 7pm

tuna with rice sushi, $2, Meidi Ya after 7 pm

the bento. salmon. fried prawn. chicken teriyaki and pork thingy.
Meidi Ya, $7, after 7 pm

canadian 241, tom yum and meat lovers.

the wine of the week. Villa M
White wine with fruity taste.
Denise
this will be given as a bday present for someone
the bottle looks chick eh?

wooooootttttttsssss

2008-11-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

exams will start tomorrow and end on Thursday
am I prepared?
mmmmm.....
I should be honest and say not really.

Business Government and Society [BGS]: 2 essays and 1 case study
Introductory Economics: MCQs, counting + graphs stuff, essays. OPEN BOOK!!!
Statistics: only God knows what will happen. I don't 'click' with stats for sure.
Financial Accounting: MCQs and counting stuffs.

4 days and am free!!!! at least for the mean time

anyway. something funny I got from Putra's facebook notes

random music meme

Here's how:
1.Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the 'next' button.
6. Don't lie.

Opening credits
On Love, In Sadness - Jason Mraz
the situation am currently having. How correct.

Waking up
Slipping Away [Axell Vocal Mix] - Moby
yeah my mind has been slipping away lately especially after I woke up. How true.

First day of high school
Live Long - Kings of Convenience
yea I live long in high school!! Too long even until now ppl think I'm still in high school. =.= True!

Falling in love
Dancing in the Moonlight - TopLoader
No, I didnt dance in the moonlight when I fell in love with him. Seriously.

Fight song
Never Say Never [feat Jacqueline Govaert] - Armin Van Buuren
Never say that we will never fight! this one is SUPER true!!! At least in my context

Breaking up
On Top of You - Enrique Iglesias
This one is kinda totally waaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy offffffffffff lineeeeeeeeeee. One of my friend said that the title suggested a three letter word action. =P

Prom
Ami Nu Ku Tuu [The One version] - Shinichi Osawa
I like this song. A lot. I think it's nice for a non-hyper dancing session.

Life
Apologize - One Republic
Life is all about apologizing? NAH.

Mental breakdown
Konichiwa Bitches - Robyn
one thing u should say when u r having mental breakdown and meeting those assholes. How TRUE!!

Driving
Aerodynamic - Daft Punk
A honda civic is aerodynamic rite? How about the Nissan X-Trail? Totally. LOLX.

Flashback
Evil Angel - Rufus Wainwright
So back then am half evil half angel? =P

Getting back together
Above You - The Whitest Boy Alive
the bf [or should I say ex?] has the tendency to be the alpha male. Above me. Geddit?

Wedding
The Loves We Lost - Tiesto presents Allure
I can't imagine walking down the aisle with this song as the background [too trance-y?]

Birth of child
All 4 U - Janet Jackson
errrr. all of my love for the new-born child? NAH

Final battle
Loving You - Ken Hirai
no comment.

omg omg. This is hilarious! and fun!

what's on my mind =(

2008-11-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

well when you go
so never think I'll make you try to stay
and maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

when after all this sadness you still owe
you're still a god for nothing I don't know
so take your gloves and get out
really get out
while you can

when you go
would you ever turn to say
I don't love you
like I did yesterday

sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
so sick and tired of all the needless beating
but baby when they knock you
down and out
that's where you ought to say

and after all the blood you still owe
another dollar's just another blow
so fix your eyes and get up
really get up
while you can

when you go
would even turn to say
I don't love you
like I did yesterday

when you go
would even have the guts to say
I don't love you
like I loved you yesterday

I don't love you
like I loved you yesterday
I don't love you
like I loved you yesterday

good light gone bad

2008-11-15T01:16:00.001+08:00

uh oh.

2008-11-14T08:54:00.002+08:00

just a few days ago until yesterday I can't sleep
I am like wide awake
and my eyes were even swollen
and I complained a lot of the non-ability to sleep

then starting yesterday I finally can sleep
and ever since I'm glued to the bed
and now I need to play super blasting sound to make me awake

dedicated to the love

2008-11-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

yea I dedicated this song to the love
thanks for being beside me no matter what
lurv you much much =)

and fyi the bf got BLACK eyes ok

honey you are a rock
upon which I stand
and I come here to talk
I hope you understand

that green eyes
yeah the spotlight shines upon you
and how can anybody deny you?
I came here with a load
and it feels so much lighter
now I met you
and honey you should know
that I could never go on without you
green eyes

honey you are the sea
upon which I float
and I came here to talk
I think you should know

that green eyes
you are the one I wanted to find
and anyone who tried to deny you
must be out of their mind

because I came here with a load
and it feels so much lighter
since I met you
and honey you should know
that I could never go on without you
green eyes
green eyes
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo

honey you are a rock
upon which I stand

indulge yourself

2008-11-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

today's piccie

2008-11-10T21:29:00.005+08:00

the apartment

the class and the buddies

tammy. esther. me

me. wellington.

ah.

2008-11-10T11:16:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep.
I slept for 2 hours

and when u r sleep deprived
sadness take over reality

I officially declare today as my emo-ing today
why?
by the time I opened my eyes, it was raining heavily
then the issue about the love
then BGS midterm will be distributed today
then my course bidding result will come out today

the arty farty side of me pt.1

2008-11-10T04:41:00.003+08:00

yeah I know it's 5 in the morning and I am supposed to sleep, but I simply cant.
So I wrote this composition.
It's not finished yet and I think I will continue writing
I enjoy writing sometimes.
feel free to leave comment

“Netherlands,” he whispered slowly while lying down next to me on the bed. “Hmm,” I replied with a sense of uncertainty, wondering what he will say next. “Training, 2 weeks to 1 month time,” he whispered softly again, capturing the essence of time while resting his head on my chest, closing his eyes and breathing freely. I was mesmerized, startled. Before my grey cells finished making up sentences from the jumbled mind, he continued again, “I think I’ll celebrate my Christmas there,” and ended it up with a deep sigh.

The little painters inside my head stopped. The canvas was left blank, intentionally. Nothing. Zero. Nada. Zilch. His head was still there, resting peacefully. I glanced at his face, smile bitterly and murmured, “It is cold there.” He nodded slowly, agreeing to my statement without any hesitation.

He opened his eyes slowly, tilted his head and say, “It will be different without you.” I looked into his eyes deeply, and smiled weakly. He smiled to me and say, ”Everything’s going to be alright.” Convinced, I close my eyes and the little painters painted some colors onto the blank canvas. Yellow for optimism, Green for hope and White for life.

to be continued ...

updates. fresh from the G9

2008-11-08T00:57:00.005+08:00

yeah lacking of updates
been damn sick lately
continuous 39-ish fever followed by chronic headache and lost of appetite
what's more: my glasses r all spoiled
so for those who see me on the streets looking super blur
yeah now u know why
am not trying on the contact lenses
and not had lasik!

anyway
dropped by @ bro's workplace, infinite framework
and the following is some of the nice-r shots

hitting the bed soon!
although the sudden temptation of going to corner stone or dbl 0 is quite high
they're located next to my place, mind you

the bro worries about the future

don't worry because ur future shines brightly

the workplace

I want to get out from this hectic lifestyle

what a day

2008-11-05T19:28:00.003+08:00

it might be the best day in Obama's life

BUT

my wednesday was my worst day ever.

to begin with, it was raining like shit

then upon the signing of an important document, the notary forgot to sign a thing so I need to re-do everything all over again

then after the tag heuer spects is broken, now my white glasses' screw is actually missing so one of the lens is not there and I cant use it.

and the bidding courses process. I didn't get any course I want and I need to re-bid

HOW WORSE CAN IT BE

and tomorrow I will have my presentation

oh please spare me

a typical saturday

2008-11-01T18:15:00.003+08:00

a typical Saturday for me would be spent at home, doing homework and project, cleaning the house, and basically enjoying myself.

today I'm doing my financial accounting as well as intro econs. Yeah, say bye to stats like officially. I'm just not born for stats. *sob sob*

so this is what I was busy with

and I lurv this key chain a lot. Mind the scratches everywhere, been using it for quite awhile. *yeah I know I should have taken care of it*

quick fix that I love a lot on weekends. first is the absolut mandrin

second on the line is hoegaarden.

last but not least, any ice wine on small bottles will do =)

ok. will get back to do my econs again.
further update later on.

Double Paiseh-ness

2008-10-28T16:53:00.002+08:00

and yeah today I attended the so called stats class

first, he handed my homework and what's worse is he knows my name and he clearly knows that I pangseh halfway last week.

After the mid term test is being handed, apparently that some of the answers are being corrected, so he came to me and said

Prof: "oh, Z, do u bring ur mid test because I have some corrections to make since last week u left half way"

Z: "Oh. I left it at home. May I know which number is it?"

Prof: "Oh, it's the one with C*beep beep* distribution and the poisson"

Z: "Oh the coffee shop distribution ah?" *trying to remember which number got coffee shop?*

Prof: "yeah so try to bring ur mid test next week!"

Z: "ok no problem"

and to my amazement, according to the peeps that sit beside me, It's COVARIANCE distribution not COFFEE SHOP distribution

UH OH MY GOD

woooooooooo

2008-10-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

this is what happened when he's been studying for the so-called Harvard distance learning exam and I've been reading the Asian Pacific Breweries [yeah APB the Tiger manufacturer] annual report for the financial accounting report for hours

Gabriel says:
hey frog porriage

Z is the Retard Frog says:
a a a a a a a

Z is the Retard Frog says:
I dont want to be cooked in that tiny pot!!!!

Z is the Retard Frog says:
lol

Gabriel says:
ok. i cook you in a big pot?

Z is the Retard Frog says:
*eh it's porridge not porriage*

Z is the Retard Frog says:
big pot huh. still dont want

Gabriel says:
why? i even let you chose the pot

Z is the Retard Frog says:
well basically I don't want to be a cooked dish

Z is the Retard Frog says:
then later people poke their fork at me cut me

Z is the Retard Frog says:
aaaaaaaaa

Gabriel says:
hmm so between poke, cut, or tickled which do you prefer

Z is the Retard Frog says:
ah none?

Gabriel says:
how come?

Gabriel says:
u must chose at least one

Z is the Retard Frog says:
well basically. I want to be in one piece next time I receive my bachelor degree. Hahaha

woooooottttttssssssss

2008-10-25T18:14:00.001+08:00

yeah am blogging in the middle of a BGS class
yeah and as usual am half-sleeping
too much heineken doesn't do you any good either
gosh
think am going out to do some photo hunting later on
need to refresh my mind
I need the loveeeeeeee

canon photo marathon 2008

2008-10-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

uh oh
I joined the canon photo marathon 2008 and these are the shots I like
enjoy
in the mean time
I need to catch a sleep
6 hours sleep in 2 days is not wise

this was supposed to be my entry of change

but instead I chose this

and this is my entry for dream. I likeeee =P

don't give up

2008-10-17T10:10:00.001+08:00

this is the lyrics of my current la musique section in the blog

Don't Give Up -- The Whitest Boy Alive

Give me a reason to stay constantly ignored
Give me an angle that I haven't tried before
A guarantee for being honestly compared
You want to live when life is achingly unfair

Don't make a move you'll look ridiculous again
You share no interest but it's easy to pretend
Don't start the action it will turn against you soon
No one is going to follow and you'll stand there like a fool

You left the people when the people left you out
Back in the suburbs you're craving for the crowd
Only minded now with defeats of yesterday
The mantra spinning in your head will keep it raised

Give me a reason to stay constantly ignored
I don't think I can
Give me an angle that I haven't tried before
Not from where I stand
A guarantee for being honestly compared
Could not be found
You want to live when life is sakenly unfair
Stick around

Don't give up
Don't give up
Don't give up

quick update before I fall asleep again

2008-10-17T09:29:00.003+08:00

yes.
am busy.
no class can be translated into spending hours flatting my ass in the library
no class can be translated into another meeting

and life's getting even more mundane when ur ipod decided to be an ass to you as well
and not forget to mention, the laptop as well.

and thanks to God
the love has not been an ass although lately am becoming one due to sleep deprivation
and more big hugs to him as reward
=)

ok. I got a photo shooting session later for some testimonial
yeah I take picture of others and myself since I also need to write the testimonial

for the mean time
I will catch some quality time to maximise the slothfulness side of me

wah. eyesore

2008-10-10T15:27:00.002+08:00

I know that I've been an eyesore, but this time,
I really got an eyesore the left one

the positive side:
I get to stay inside the house all day long
just procrastinating and take a step backward
just resting and got more time to think about things that revolves around me

the negative side:
yeah, missed out that parties.
missed out the second week of jazz by the beach @ sentosa
yeah need to stay inside with lousy tv shows and everything and no one near me
and ppl keep convicting me that
I got this eye sore because of peeping somebody

uh oh speedy recovery comes near me I need you

wah free from midterm =D

2008-10-06T21:13:00.004+08:00

yeah am busy learning how to swim
will attend my part time job interview @ eunos on wednesday, so tanning session @ sentosa has been cancelled
=(
sorry peeps

so this photos r taken after the FA midterm
=D

yeah we're that harpee!

am so extra

olivia and hui leng were THAT happy

then I had a good da-pao-ing dinner session with BRO

ok that's it for today
am gonna hit the bed
too tired after swimming lesson
=.=

and I need to catch up on:
Heroes season 3
Gossip Girl season 2
House season 5
Desperate Housewives season 5

the current earwax: So High

2008-10-05T23:07:00.003+08:00

John Legend never fails to make me happy =D
I like this song a lot
the lyrics is awesome also.
make me smile =D
check this out

Baby since the day you came into my life
You made me realize that we were born to fly
You showed me everyday new possibilities
You proved my fantasies of love could really be

Let's go to a place only lovers go
To a spot that we've never known
To the top of the clouds we're floating away yeah
Ooh this feels so crazy
Oh this love is blazing
Baby we're so high
Walking on cloud nine

(You've got me up so high) So high
(My shoes are scraping the sky) So high
(You've got me up so high) Oh
(My shoes are scraping the sky)

Maybe later we can go up to the moon
Or sail among the stars before the night is through
And when morning comes we'll see the sun is not so far
And we can't get much closer to God than where we are

We'll go to a place only lovers go
To a spot that we've never known
To the top of the clouds we're floating away yeah
Ooh this feels so crazy
Oh this love is blazing
Baby we're so high
Walking on cloud 9

(You've got me up so high) So high
(My shoes are scraping the sky) So high
(You've got me up so high) Oh
(My shoes are scraping the sky)

Ooh...yeah
Ooh...oh hey

Ooh this feels so crazy
Oh this love is blazin'
Baby we're so high
Walking on cloud 9
You got me up so high
You got me up so high
You got me up so high
My shoes are scraping the sky

You got me up so high
You got me up so high
You got me up so high
My shoes are scraping the sky ooh...ooh...
Yeah...

This is how love's supposed to be
This is how, this is how love's supposed to be, yeah
Let's go to the moon baby, ooh
Let's go to the moon baby, yeah
Let's go, go, let's go to the moon baby
So high...

woooottttsssss

2008-10-01T17:05:00.003+08:00

yeah. it's public holiday and am mugging
anyway the pics were quite old

this book sucks. like big time.

the current addiction. Marlboro Icon Lights. I stopped anyway.

long time lost love: cherry garcia!

and yeah, I did mugged in ben&jerry. starbucks. coffee bean. Library sometimes way toooo boring.

I should get back to my econs.
T_T

wish me luck because yesterday I did a free creative writing session during stats midterm

YUMMY!!!

2008-09-23T10:36:00.003+08:00

isn't this phone cute!
I want one! I want one!!

oh oh.
this lappie screams sexy!!
I want one! I want one!!

just wait. and see. LOL
am waiting for the new macbook that will be launched like on the end of october
until that time
am still salivating

i mugged on weekends

2008-09-22T11:03:00.003+08:00

so yeah I mugged in the whole day yesterday. It started @ the coffee bean

yes. that's the macbook pro and the iphone 3g

then I went to smu residences@ prinsep street to take my homework.

their open area is kinda nice

the everyday sight: the new lasalle building

the kitchen. kinda nice yeah.

then went back to smu library and got too addicted with mac photobooth =P

quick update b4 class

2008-09-18T14:30:00.003+08:00

A quick nice and cheap dinner @ kopitiam vivo. This is a taiwanese stall, located nicely beside the japanese stall. the taste is ok I guess =D

these are the dishes I got my hand onto that nite

noodle plus minced pork.

taiwanese pork chop with rice, egg, salted vegetables and a hint of gravy

ok i look rather stunned?

=D

2008-09-17T10:05:00.000+08:00

and everything's back to normal

and am ensured with one thing
=D

2008-09-16T12:19:00.002+08:00

when u r damn sick
the last thing u need is a quarrel
specially with the beloved one

and specially if the quarrel is happened partly because of your fault
and when sorry doesn't mean a thing.

few reasons why I need to go to a doctor a.s.a.p

2008-09-14T10:17:00.002+08:00

1. am coughing like there's no tomorrow
2. unstoppable fungus from my nose
3. daily morning nose bleed session
4. daily mouth bleed session
5. stomachache

and I just want to spend time together with the love
lol

say OISHIIIIIII!!!!!

2008-09-12T21:37:00.001+08:00

been relying on these kinds of food lately
YUMMY!!!

Friday Night

2008-09-05T13:27:00.003+08:00

It's Friday night
and I ain't got nobody.
Oh, what's the use of making a bed?
I took something
and it feels like karate;
it's kicked me down
and left me for dead.
It's Friday night
and I ain't got nobody,
so what's the use of pulling a shape?
I put what I want,
when I want, in my body.
I'm never gonna give what I take.

taken from Hurricane Jane --- Black Kids

ah

2008-09-03T09:45:00.004+08:00

seriously am in the lowest state of my life like ever.

first, school has been quite something. The transitional process from a slacking out Australian high school to the hardworking Singaporean university is quite something. Homework, group projects and readings are overflowing like there's no tomorrow. I am quite able to manage everything but seriously, I've never as busy as now.

second, the laptop also has been quite troublesome. In the midst of my research for my group work, suddenly it just died on me. Apparently, the cable for the adaptor was opened and melted. Therefore, my laptop is 100% dead. What's worse? All of my data [which means almost everything] is there. So I need to drag my lazy ass down to either sim lim or funan.

third, parents are a nuisance. I called the rents last night, just to get a further nag from the mum. At first I called because I need to talk with the dad regarding of his friend. Then I will sound not like a filial daughter if I don't talk to the mum right? Nag nag nag nag nag nag.

fourth, this particular friend of mine has never been as troublesome as before. he called during my class twice although I didnt pick it up. When I called him back, it's more like such a small problem and if the solution includes me, everybody else would be happy. like hell.

ur "I don't want to use you" is just a bullshit. I know the location of my apartment is just behind the bar, but please lah. U expect me to go drinking until AM comes then let you guys stay at my place for few hours? For god's sake I don't even know your friends. And puhleezzz, no more excuses.

fifth the bad habit of smoking kicks in again. somehow I can find a sense of serenity. Yes, that means sitting outside the library, puffing some smokes and just stare at the sky. yeah yeah, blame me for that.

sixth. somehow I need to contain all of these inside and smile like nothing has happened.

maybe I should have taken that Australian Uni offer
maybe I should have bought a new laptop
maybe I should have not called the rents
maybe I should stay away from that friend
maybe I should stop smoking
maybe I should just smile and say it out loud to everyone that am ok.

ah. a lot of maybe and if only. I dont know how my life would be if I took all of that steps.

by the way. special thanks to Mike for the late counselling session last night. =D

uh oh.

2008-08-29T22:55:00.002+08:00

so hell yeah, I was third for the nus competition thingy.
wasn't a big hoo hah, when u received the prize amongst all NUS students.
anyway am happy. =D

mugged in the whole day for intro econs and intro stats and I need to admit that am getting crazy!!

gosh. just how busy I will be tomorrow.

at 9.00 I got the journey to the east orientation day

at 9.30 I got the opening of e.y.e investment club camp

at 10.00 I got toast master talk.

So basically I need to be everywhere. GOSH!!!
priority priority!!
T_T
I do want to see my baby
=D

quick update

2008-08-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

1. I managed to the TOP 8 prize award giving ceremony will be held later tonight at 7 in nus.
2. Am down with migraine, flu, sore throat and am on the verge of losing my sexy voice.
3. Photography major has never been as attractive as before.
4. Am not going to freshman bash@ zouk. refer to no. 1 and 2
5. I will have investment camps on sat and sun
6. I hate stats!!!
7. john legend and the black kids are ecstatic!
8. where did my baby go? lol.
9. yeah. am in TOP 8

by the way. I am well aware that I am very noob in photography, and the photo competition I joined is quite a small scale, but puhleeeezzzz it's my first ever competition. My submission was even taken by a pathetic canon ixus 6. So please, lemme be in my happy state just for this once.
Prior thanks.

Anyway, prior thanks to those who vote my photo.
I know I pestered you guys!!! Thanks anyway.

somebody even travel all the way from paya lebar to NUS. and he volunteered!! I didnt even ask him to do so. BIG THANKS.

a tuesday

2008-08-27T10:05:00.003+08:00

I was quite jumpy yesterday, finally managed to drag somebody to my photo competition to vote for me. :)
Too bad photographers cannot vote for themselves. LOL.

Anyway. Am damn pissed yesterday. I lost my card wallet. And it was an LV. So what's inside was nothing really important, like my singtel top up card, EZ-link, jay gee membership, other memberships cards. Luckily, my ID was not inside at all. Otherwise. DIE.

Well, I still have some time to camwhore a bit before I lost the wallet.

who have the longest tongue contest.

she scolded me!!!

I had an investment talk and it finished around 9.
Went to meidi ya and purchased my fave meal
rice with pork and kimchi
and some chick wings to help me LAST through the night.

YEAH!!!!

2008-08-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

this was my entry for the NUS green carnival 2008 photo competition. The theme was climate change. My first photo competition and somehow I get selected to the top 30.
and now I am darn happy

by the way
if u see my submission there
please VOTE!!!!

it's from 9am - 7pm daily
from 25th-27th of august
NUS central forum
please support!!!
will appreciate it!

the matriach issue

2008-08-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

the mom is going to have her 55th birthday in roughly one week time
and I haven't bought anything for her yet
and frankly speaking
I have no idea of what to buy

Blings?
gave her during the 51st bday

Pashmina?
gave her during the 27 wedding anniversary

Flowers?
not long lasting.

Eyeglasses?
she has a wide range collection of it

Handbags?
she just bought her cartier

Wallets?
she's using the hermes

Clothes?
she got an 'unique' taste

perfume?
think she still have 2 bottles of no.5

watch?
don't ask

handmade crafts?
think she'll throw it since am so lousy at it

and now the issue is getting hotter since it's her 55 birthday. that's quite a number ok.
am seriously running out of ideas and moolah.
need to contact the bro and hopefully the dad
why hopefully the dad?
He's a workaholic man. Once I called him during office our and he said this,
"Eh. It's office hours you know. I am occupied by a lot of things. Please call me after office hours."
so good eh?

the lighter notes

2008-08-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

Prepare to laugh. I think it's kinda old though

few stupid things I did

2008-08-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

1. was chasing out friends but somehow I fell down and sprained my right ankle again. It's kinda swollen but am kinda lazy to go to doctor because they will give the same solution. Xray then physiotherapy then tendon problem like that.

2. was late to meet friend earlier today since I doze off in mrt from city hall. And when I woke up, it's jurong already. And I supposed to see him in dover.

OK. at least that's all for now. and I dont actually plan to expand the list in anyway.

The shows am currently watching

2008-08-19T23:54:00.001+08:00

ah.

2008-08-19T23:31:00.004+08:00

yes. believe it or not. two days seem to be ultra long specially when u r listening to something u r not really interested in. Anyway. Lately my mind's been wandering to the photography land. LOL. It's quite true that I haven't done any photo hunt session lately due to the slothfulness and the stupid camera just make some scary sound everytime I tried to adjust the lens.

Seriously, I've been having headache over lesson for the first time in 10 months? Yeah.
mugging mode: ON

on lighter notes. I went to meidi ya [yes, that japanese version of cold storage] today and saw this funny little thing. Cheese with coffee and strawberry taste. Anyway. Ruffles in meidi-ya has become damn expensive. it's like 3.95. The one I used to buy in cold storage is 3.20.

And this one. I heart Mc coffee. First they are cheaper. And at least they're drinkable. It's easier to drink a 3 dollar per cup coffee than starbucks' 7 dollar per cup. LOL. somehow am kinda broke. The text books are killing me.

OH. I think I am really really considering to change my laptop. First, the size is just gigantic. Second, it's quite an antique. U can see the hand markings. Third, the processor sound is SUPER loud can. T_T I called the parents today and this is what they said. "Ur laptop is only almost 3 years old. Wait until it became 4 years. We gave ur bro a new laptop after 4 years. And it was for his 21st bday present." Does that mean I need to be 21 in order to get a laptop? 3 more years to go. Err. for info: I didnt get anything for my 17th and 18th bday.

ok. am out.

convocation 2008

2008-08-17T12:39:00.004+08:00

so yeah. yesterday was the convocation 2008. stupid me brought the camera along but not the memory card. So all piccies are the courtesy of Mr. Xue Kun. LOL.

so convocation is a formal way to welcome the freshie. I actually ran away in the middle to gobble up some double cheese burger :D :D :D

ok la. just enjoy the piccies!!!

adrian. sara. yanling. xue kun. yihao
me. mary-ann. raghav [this man stole my hat! wahahaha]

oops. not ready yet. LOL

harpee!!

the gurls. me. yanling. mary-ann. sara

yeah. I know. spastic.

some random shot.

looks like we're going to dance in public NOT.
was trying to make her in the pic. lol

Viva la vida

2008-08-16T21:14:00.001+08:00

this is a band that never disappoint me
told ya I love English musician
enjoy Coldplay with their Viva La Vida

the peeps I miss MUCH MUCH

2008-08-16T10:43:00.002+08:00

these are some of the peeps I miss. unfortunately, some of the pics are missing due to the reformatting of the dear lappie. Anyway. here it goes.

this was taken during a math class in our old building

kevin, going back today from seattle
peter, now in sydney
marcella, in jakarta
felen, in Arizona
me, in sg

this was our class farewell party.
too long to type but most of them went to either US or OZ

then this is my fave boy boy, my twin bro
now he's in Beijing!!!

this is Ms. Onie. Wahahaha. I just talked to her on msn last night.
she's in sydney!!

then this was taken during the final xmas party.
gerry in sydney
pian in seattle
stef in where ah? I dunno
me in sg
and irene in seattle

I still miss the other peeps. too bad I don't have the pictures
after this am going to SMU's convocation @ suntec
to bad my dear baby can't make it due to fam lunch
LOL

false light??

2008-08-15T18:57:00.001+08:00

lunch lunch!!

2008-08-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

so as usual, went to lunch with da ge and Eric @ boat quay. LOL. these pictures r fresh. lol.

eric's looking rather fucked up?

da ge with my sunglasses and spastic smiles.

eh. the fam minus bro

2008-08-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

one of the best fam photo ever taken I think
this was taken during my high school graduation
I know I look so pig and weird
and guess how old my parents are

when others watch olympics and michael phelps,.....

2008-08-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

I went to Holland V starbucks to have a sip of my fave caramel machiatto

and meet my brother who's trying to look smart

and get addicted by this :D :D :D

it's the absolut time

2008-08-09T17:06:00.001+08:00

the politically correct answer

2008-08-08T00:14:00.004+08:00

[00:11] Goethe: so what did you do today ?
[00:11] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: basically nothing
[00:12] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: then went to holland V for dinner with bro
[00:12] Goethe: you need to be more politically correct
[00:12] Goethe: i'm going to ask that question again.
[00:12] Goethe: what did you do today
[00:12] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: umm....
[00:12] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: give me an example of a politically correct answer
[00:13] Goethe: I was working very hard to count the number of pixels on my computer screen.
[00:13] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: oh yeah?
[00:13] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: hahahaha
[00:13] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: the I was working very hard to determine the number of rice grain I ate today
[00:14] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: :P
[00:14] Goethe: awesome
[00:14] Z --- am damn blurrrr!!!: wahahahah

Our Song

2008-08-07T11:46:00.003+08:00

I like this guy. nice uplifting song. Try to listen to this.

wah wah.

2008-08-06T22:19:00.006+08:00

ok. I put wah wah because I dunno what to put in as the title. Gabe was here all day long. I bid for my courses today. Outcome will come out tomorrow.

Attended the briefing for BBM yesterday. Ah. Kinda lazy to talk at the moment. Let the pictures do the talking.

the Gabe's nokia sirrocco. nice!!!

at this cafe in central, clarke quay

the nice green tea cupcakes @ ochacha raffles city

lockers, smu

try to name the things on my desk

he's just too damn nice.

2008-08-03T22:57:00.006+08:00

this actually happens when we were watching the tv.
I was clutching the pillow on the sofa and he sat beside me.

Him: Eh. I went to orchard today.
Me: Eh. I know.
Him: I passed by ur fave store.
Me: Tag heuer?
Him: Yes yes. The watch u like in on sale. S$1600 before 20% discount. that's kinda cheap. u want one? I'll buy for u.
Me: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... [big big big big hugs.]

but I refused la. I was just amazed. LOL. I loved and still love and will always love my Oris until I fall in love with another watch. I should avoid any unhealthy [got side detrimental effect to ur wallet] affair with another watch since I need to save money for my long long long long [have I said long?] list of necessities [this includes SLR, laptop, mobile phone and eyeglasses.]

thanks thanks dear dear. Big hugs for u.

boiled crab in action!!

2008-08-01T21:23:00.005+08:00

bit update on pics lah. Since I got nothing to do and I feel I kinda need to chill out a bit.

So yesterday was movie and random gobbling session with felicia. :D :D :D

felicia feeling a bit sad after spilling half of her creme brulee
she was trying to put the cap on it but too bad
we were too energetic. LOL

I look so damn red and tired.

The blueberry cheesecake which tastes
more like blueberry flour

then these are fresh pictures from today. I look so damn spastic and idiot in every pictures. LOL

these are the chairs we organized last nite.

I look so fat in this pic. T_T

ninja in action. It was hot OK

and result after so many hours in the sun.
I was covering the bottom part of my eyes
turned out that forking up few hundreds 4 ur glasses is good
got anti uv. but that mark the spot under my eye
so whitttttttteeee
I know I look third black third brown third red

sunbaked

2008-08-01T07:31:00.003+08:00

so yeah, I did go to the community service thingy yesterday. I was perfectly sunbaked, now I look like so red.
I will be more sunbaked today, since I need to go around and ask for pledges.
yeah, if u see me and my red-ness, please dont say a thing. LOL. just say HI.

watched the dark night with felicia last nite. I should say the movie sure takes it time to develop the plot. We started at 10.25 and finished like 12. 45?
And somehow, after the intense sun, a cup of coffee and a plate of fussili, I was losing the ability to pop the popcorn to my mouth. yes, the popcorn was like everywhere. blame me. I was so tired.

ok ok.
need to go after this. pics later.

lazy.

2008-07-31T09:07:00.003+08:00

I'm wondering why I'm up this early. I supposed to have this community service rehearsal in commonwealth but I just feel so lazy to attend it.

It's at12 pm. Imagine the sun.
I do love the sun but not today when I feel so sulky.

Gabe called me on 00.41 last night. We talked.
Then I hung up since I got another call. Apparently, he messaged me on msn at 3 am.

we are all the dusk to dawn generation.

when I am down, and oh my soul so weary

2008-07-29T21:40:00.004+08:00

don't you think that title sounds familiar? yep, taken from josh groban's you raise me up. basically, am feeling quite down lately with lots of personal problems and the big hoo haah of my feet. I can't go to gym because I can't wear any shoes. So the slippers have became my besties. and just now @ cold storage great world city, some jap boys were running and they scratched the injured part with their shoes. so painful!!!! T_T

gross, I know.

basically, when am down, I need to eat. A lot. As much as possible. I need to gobble up my mouth in every second available in my life. Sounds so glutton? I am.

So went out with felicia to bakerzin @ orchard. Both of us were quite down and emo at that time. Emo ppl should unite together!!!!

the tapas we had. coupe cheese cake.
sumatra white chocolate ice cream. pana cotta. enuff said.

Then I was quite busy with the SMU's matriculation. But everything's ok now. Tuesday is waffle day for me and Karen. too bad we gobbled up the waffle too fast, we can't take the pic.

so that's the quick update. I'm going to continue on my PCK marathon. And more sleep. :D